The Wait Continues

So admit calls for Chicago started going out today. Although I know that calls will go out tomorrow too, it's hard not to feel subdued since I didn't receive one today. Well, if I am rejected it sure will simplify things. If I'm waitlisted ... ugh. I need some resolution already. I can't handle months more of waiting. I need to go to bed but I'm having trouble relaxing. I initially thought the idea of calling admits was a nice idea but now I wish they would just email everyone at the same time. Less painful. I was a wreck today. Every time my cell phone rang, I jumped out of my skin. By the end of the work day I was exhausted.